My Biggest pet peeve, humans who complicate uncomplicated situations.
& loud mouthy breathers…
Example: Lawyers… lawyers convince people to plead guilty to things they are not guilty for to get a lesser punishment for the thing they didn’t do… and not guilty to things they did do because, well, they have money & can afford the expensive lawyer… It’s BullShit…Bless the humans who uncomplicate complicated situations… you’re my people. Although, there seems to be more complicators than uncomplicators…
I have been de-escalating my family since the day I popped out of the womb. They are complicators. Well, technically it started 2 weeks later when i was picked up by my adopted family. As an adopted human, I’ve been wondering if other adopted people sometimes just get mad at their biologicals for leaving them with the crazy family they were adopted by.
Today I thought to myself “I’m so glad I have good genes from my bio folks or I may never have survived my crazy co-dependant loved ones”… no? just me? ok… I am nothing like anyone I was raised by… I think I’ve spent a lot of time looking for similarities in strangers, facial features, thoughts, mannerisms… I still do it, although I’ve met my birth mom, i will never meet my bio Dad… I have been so afraid to accidentally date a sibling!! for real…
Some days, I can get pretty darn petty… My birth mom was too young to have me and I understand that, but her parents were rich! & they gave me to the trailer park people! They sent me to the alcoholic father (35 years sober) with the insecure, mentally abused wife… I mean, the trailer park people clothed me & fed me & my mother loved us unconditionally & what not… & growing up near the ocean was amazing… However, I am ready to be a Nepo baby!! I’ve been humbled ok, a lot, I’ve struggled & am still working really hard & I’ve decided… I want to have been born into money, lot’s of it, and be ignorant to the suffering of others and be handed everything! I’m ready! Gimme…
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